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19th-Jun-2010 04:26 pm - Hi.
LB // Here's Lucy
Hello, LJ friends.
I think I'm going to start using this thing again and delete my myspace blog.
10th-Jun-2009 12:25 am - Oh... I'm alive.
LB // Here's Lucy
So, wow.
I got bored and logged in.

I'm not really sure what to write about... with Facebook and everything, there really hasn't been a need for it, but I'm sure there will be something to come up soon. =o]
31st-Dec-2006 04:39 pm - 2007! Stolen from Bama.
LB // Here's Lucy
1. Will you be looking for a new job?
I hope not. The one I have is amazing.

2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
If it happens, it happens.

3. New house?
An apartment soon. So, yeah, kinda.

4. What will you do different in 07?
I will eat better, for one. Other than that, I don't know.

5. New Years resolution?
Lots. Lose weight, travel more...

6. What will you NOT be doing in 07?
Drama.

7. Any trips planned?
Too many to count. A cruise, Vegas, GA, Detroit, NC.

8. Wedding plans?
NO.

9. Major thing on your calendar?
Trips! 20th Birthday.

10. What can't you wait for?
VEGAS IN MARCH.

11. What would you like to see happen different?
Lots.

12. What about yourself will you be changing?
I won't be clingy and obsessive. I won't give in to drama.

13. What happened in 06 that you didn't think would ever happen?
SO MUCH. Lost lots of friends... gained new ones. Met celebs, traveled everywhere.

14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?
Of course.

15. Will you dress different?
I doubt it.

16. Will you start or quit drinking?
I'll start legally.

17. Will you better your relationship with your family?
It's good, but yeah.

18. Will you do charity work?
Sure.

19. Will you go to bars?
Of course.

20. Will you be nice to people you don't know?
I already am.

21. Do you expect 07 to be a good year for you?
Yes!

22. How much did you change from this time last year til now?
I've matured a lot. Gotten rid of a lot of things I didn't need or were detrimental to me.

23. Do you plan on having a child?
NO.

24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends?
Some, sure.

25. Major lifestyle changes?
Not really.

26. Will you be moving?
Yes.

27. What will you make sure doesn't happen in 07 that happened in 06?
Lots.

28. What are your New Years Eve plans?
Dancing and drinking with my homosexual friends. lmao

29. Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?
Nope.

30. One wish for 2007?
Peace.
26th-Dec-2006 12:14 am - So this is Christmas...
LB // Here's Lucy
Christmas was... Christmas.

It's just not exciting anymore. It's just... a day, but I just tried my best to see it from someone else's point-of-view. Like the kids and what-not. So, in the spirit of all that, I did everything I could to make it feel like Christmas. It sucks though because in the end, you're like "I could have tried a little harder to make it more festive" or whatever. You know what I mean? Like everyone is all about Christmas around Thanksgiving and I was just eh. And now I look back, as in years past, and go "I effed it up again. It's my fault it's no fun." Anyway... aside from not having tons of money to get everybody something, it wasn't a bad holiday.

On Christmas Eve, I slept a good bit. I was going to get up and shop, but I, of course, did not. I woke up around 12:30 to a car full of family members in the driveway. I had to get up and be a good little hostess until my dad and uncle got back from church. The fam. seemed to stay forever. So, I had to be rude and start getting ready for the other side of my family's Christmas Eve dinner. The house was packed. We had... hmm... I'm going to say about 30 people there. Maybe a little more. The food was good, as usual, the trampoline was exciting, and then the fun came. Fireworks. Of course my family gets their Christmas laughs from me lighting fireworks as I'm the only girl who'll brave it out there with the guys. So, I got my bic and did my thing. Everyone was outside watching and my aunt's were lined up in a row in lounge chairs beside the house and after a few little fireworks, their chatter started and then they stopped paying attention. So I yell over that they need to wake up. As if on cue, the artillery shell that I had just lit and put in the cannon falls over sideways, shoots out, hits a tire, and bounces towards the row of salt-n-pepper, middle-aged women. Hahaha.

The guys applauded.

After that, I went home and got some pajamas and my toothbrush and stuff to head to my sister's to stay the night. I made a pit stop on the way over and gave out presents to my mom and her boyfriend and then headed over. I played with the kids until they went to bed and then we set out presents and watched PoTC 2. We had bought stuff to make Jager Bombs, but the kids' dad was over and he's a bit of a bible-beater, so we're saving it until New Years. So, around 1:00 a.m., I headed up to bed with the kids to keep them from sneaking downstairs. Well, I slept on the floor and well, hardly slept, but that's okay. I got up around 8 and the kids got up at 8:30 and had to wait until my dad got there until they could come down the stairs. Jacob got tons of stuff like some new scanning video game, a digital camera, and other stuff. Jami's big present was two Cheetah Girls tickets. And Joseph got countless things, but only wanted to play with the boxes. Go figure. After all of that excitement, we had Christmas breakfast.

Exhausted, I came home and took a nap. When I got up, I chatted online with two o fmy most favorite bitches ever until it was time for me to get ready for Christmas Dinner at my mom's. I went, ate, watched a bit of a Christmas movie or two and then headed back to my sister's. I only stayed for a minute, as they were watching Naked Mile and I just don't get into those movies like everyone else does. So, I decided to go back to my mom's where we rented The Devil Wears Prada. It finally went off around 11:30 and I headed home. I did my usual holiday thing and cranked up the music (John Lennon) and rolled the windows down and just drove. Got here in just enough time to say Merry Christmas one last time to my dad before he fell asleep and now I'm here...

All-in-all, I got a plane ticket to Chicago in October, $200, 2 purses, a little avon gift bag, a black baby doll, some sort of bobble head thing, lots of clothes, a blanket, and maybe some more things I'm missing, but that was pretty much it.

And that was my Christmas. ♥
LB // Here's Lucy
you put yourself in stupid places
yes i think you know it's true
situations where it's easy to look down on you
i think you like to be the victim
i think you like to be in pain
i think you make yourself a victim
almost every single day

you do what you do
you say what you say
you try to be everything to everyone
you know all the right people
you play all the right games
you always try to be
everything to everyone

yeah you do it again
you always do it again

you say they taught you how to read and write
they taught you how to count
i say they taught you how to buy and sell
your own body by the pound
i think you like to be their simple toy
i think you love to play the clown
i think you blind to the fact
that the hand you hold
is the hand that holds you down

chorus

spin around and fall down
do it again
you stumble and you fall
yeah why don't you ever learn
spin around and fall down
do it again
you stumble and you fall
i wonder if you will ever learn

why don't you ever learn

come on now
do that stupid dance for me

you do what they tell you to do
you say what they say
you try to be
everything to everyone

you jump through the big hoop
you play all the right games
you try to be
everything to everyone

spin around and fall down
do it again
you stumble and you fall
yeah you do it again
spin around and fall down
do it again
you stumble and you fall...
17th-Dec-2006 12:32 am - Yay for Snow Patrol!
LB // Here's Lucy
Getting too busy to make amends
I should try to make it right
Are you ready for the shit to hit
I think you say you are but aren't
Doctor make it better instantly
You're the only one who can
I've been waiting here my whole damn life
And I've forgotten what I wanted

Maybe I can do it
If I put my back into it
I can leave you if I wanted
But there's nowhere else that I can go

Maybe I won't suffer
If I find a way to love her
I'd be lying to myself
But there is no way out that I can see

If I lied you'd know it instantly
So I just had to look away
All the honesty I've ever lost
I can't begin to even curse
I never knew the taste of blood till now
It's clear I never should have known
Breathing fire was never this much fun
So there's a dark side in us all
6th-Feb-2006 02:34 pm - This Journal is Friends Only
LB // Here's Lucy
Friends Only. Comment.
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